?No,? I confessed, ?I never had had? But then after a pause added, ?At least not until now that we?re talking about it.? Eventually Brian asked, ?Have you ever had any such fantasies? I soon had a huge boner underneath my shorts. The more he talked, the harder my dick got. Then he went on to say that he often fantasized about having sex with me. He told me about all the fantasies he?d had about a lot of the guys we went to school with. One day, when I was 17, I was over at his house and as we sat around in his bedroom, Brian confessed to me that he thought he was gay. Our Mother's took us to the parks together, we went to school together, in short we did just about everything together. He was one year older than me, and lived across the street from our house. My best buddy, Brian and I had been friends since early childhood.